last night, you kissed my nose and called me cute. but second guessing myself is tiring. sometimes I don’t know what I’m doing or what I want. I don’t want to want anything. I’m not going to let people make me feel bad about anything anymore. I don’t care. it can be that simple and that’s one thing I truly want. I want genuine happiness and I’m feeling it in little increments but fuck I want to feel it all at once. I want to be a whole lot better than my worst. I want to work on myself mentally and allow myself to grow.